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let me give you what i wish i had. (EP)

by Jo MacKenzie

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Verse1: Medicated And Incarcerated Trapped in my mind and now I’m real debatin’ Tell me Is it worth the living? To be in this condition, So angry at the world, now I can’t stand a kitchen Wait a minute. And I know it’s kinda scary barely, made it through this year to January. And please... I think I need permission To be who I want Cause I’m living in submission. Pre-Chorus: Looking at the world, Scared to get old, I don’t wanna be commercialized and be sold. X2 Chorus1: And all the girls around me They feel bad for eating I know I’m not the only one let’s fuck the feeling! Verse2: Look at me. Do I look like shit? It’s the morning after and I cannot deal with it. Even if I wanted to, ‘Cause I always use This intermediary blame as my excuse. And I know it’s kinda scary, barely, made it through this year to January. PRE-CHORUS Chorus2: And all the guys around me They feel bad for eating I know I’m not the only one let’s fuck the feeling! Bridge: I’m so sick of this. Why don’t they warn you when you’re young? That you can’t hate your weight, And think that hate will bring you love. CHORUS Outro: I’m so done with this! I think my body’s good enough! I say let’s fuck the noise! I say let’s fuck this and have fun.
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Verse 1 There is No explanation For how I feel bout you. I haven’t Seen you since April But still, your face is coming through. Pre-Chorus And I Know just what you'll say I think you feel the same wave So ya don’t stop or hesitate Chorus If you want me... And I want you… Verse 2 You Were out of focus Till I had a dream bout you. We were in love Like in a movie And when I woke I just knew Pre-Chorus Chorus Bridge Is it too late For me to say I’ll tell you that I want you You tell me that you want me. Chorus
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Lost Myself 03:13
Verse 1: It starts at a young age when you’re growing up. They’re coming for your money, then they’re coming for your love. Then they’re gonna tell you that you’ll never be enough, So you keep on buying more, so you can call their bluff. 10 years, now you’re 16 10 years, and you don’t change a thing. The voice inside is way too loud. How’d they get into your mouth? Maybe you’ll be someone else If they just let ya go. Pre-Chorus1: Oh I’m so confused And I feel used I think I lost myself. The mirror haunts While the photos taunt. I think I lost my– Verse 2: It starts at a young age when I start to know Sometimes it feels better to just fade and be a ghost. But in my haunted house I live all alone and, If I come on up for air I might find what I’ve known. I’ve been spending too much time in my head thinking that they’ll come for me if I dont stay ahead but, if you base your self-worth on everybody else, you’ll end up pleasing nobody and always hate yourself! Pre-Chorus 2: Oh I’m so confused And I feel used I think I lost myself. The mirror haunts While the photos taunt. I think I lost my– Bridge: I thought It was fine To hate yourself. To break down and cry And never ask for help. but what if I changed? I wouldn’t have to shy, dont shy away. I’d play, by the rules of my own game, my own game. And if I’m different they’ll look at me like I’m crazy, but I’m not crazy! I’m just happy! and I’m doing fine With myself.
4.
PINK HAIR 03:36
Verse 1 I wonder if you still know me. If I still show up on your feed. I used to know you from high school. Where every day I felt uncool. Pre-Chorus But I’m gonna write our names down next to your photograph. Cursive heart letters I practiced in science class. Tomorrow I’m gonna return your pencil back With a note, that I wrote And then you’ll understand... Chorus I don’t mean to be rude But you look so cute Want you in my room I don’t really mean to stare I just love your pink hair. you! Caught me by surprise You look so nice, candy to the eye Come on come on to my world I could be your pink-haired Girl (do you think of me as you fall asleep? Ah shit I guess it’s just me) Verse 2 I fell in love with your picture That girl in red, are you with her? And now I bet you will wonder How I know about your summer Well Pre-Chorus But I’m gonna write our names down next to your photograph. Cursive heart letters I practiced in science class. Tomorrow I’m gonna return your pencil back With a note, that I wrote And then you’ll take my hand... Chorus Bridge If I was somebody else Still, there’d be no chance in hell… Chorus (If I was somebody else Still, there’d be no chance in hell… If you were somebody else At least I’d have my pink hair.)
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'96 DiCaprio 03:20
VERSE 1: mornings are boring till you walk out how good it feels when you are just around I see you, I’m see-through put words in my mouth, But I’ll keep it in, no won’t make a sound but PRE-CHORUS: here I am again staring at the internet. looking up your name and you look good with a cigarette. but you’ve got other friends I know how the story ends. I’ll see you tomorrow and you’ll forget we ever met. or maybe we could love one another. drive to my house come meet my mother, But I don’t have you…. VERSE 2: You’re stunning And cunning I’m so below. You look like Nine-ty six DiCaprio. So hold me Blindfold me You Romeo. Or keep me safe from the sea’s undertow. PRE-CHORUS BRIDGE: I would call you up if you said you’re mine. I don’t know my part. I don’t know my lines. I would give it up oh for just those eyes. I need you right now, need you in my life! INSTRUMENTAL OUTRO: You look so cool with your mouth on the cigarette. I dance alone do you think that I’m a winner yet? but you’ve got other friends I know how the story ends. I’ll see you tomorrow and you’ll forget we ever met…. BRIDGE: I would call you up if you said you’re mine. I don’t know my part. I don’t know my lines. I would give it up oh for just those eyes. I need you right now, need you in my life!

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released October 3, 2020

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jo MacKenzie

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